Finding ourselves
My healing life has taken me on many journeys. None of them by car! the journeys have been to me. To discover who I am was and continues to be a huge part. For the healing to develop and the energy to become stronger and stronger over the years. My life is healing and healing is my life. Healing like many other things is beautiful and so rewarding. The more you give of yourself the more you get back. In the last 6 months my healing has developed on another level. My description is healer/communicator, but I do not go to give the life story of the horse. I work on a deep level releasing emotions held deep within. Like us horses lives are dominated by others they are moulded and pushed to become what others believe them to be. for a while they even believe the story. Until, the realisation steps forward that this is not them, along the way of many owners and some times abuse they have lost who they are. There are a lucky few who have spent their lives with one person. They have been allowed to be their true self. But for others changes bring about new rules and ways to be learnt to keep the person happy. When this happens emotions become buried deep within some causing pain of the body and heart. Some changing their behaviour to one who is angry and bitter. If these emotions can be released imagine the feeling of contentment from within. If someone truly listens to those screams and cries they can let go and perhaps find themselves.
Recently I visited a horse a beautiful mare who has been with her guardian for 6 months. She has settled and gained weight but all have felt she is not truly there. I healed her friend first and Petra stood close by absorbing the healing and releasing with yawns long before I reached her. When her time came I introduced myself and her guardian explained that Petra in her life has had a foal but no one will confirm what happened.
We started the healing with these words vibrating around us. Petra straight away moved her hind legs so they were further apart. I started healing and worked through her body releasing the stored emotions in the shoulders and tummy. Then I reached her pelvis, as my hand sat lightly in front of her pelvis I felt a movement. Petra braced herself and a powerful movement was passed under my hand. I stayed with it and every few minutes the same would happen. I asked Petra what was happening and the word "contraction" came to me. She showed me how she was trying to deliver the foal but it took a long time and no one was there to help. The foal had become stuck and when born had passed away. As Petra let go her emotions flowed through me and the healing into her. Petra's guardian now had her answer and Petra has been able to let go and with my reassurance know that it was not her fault.
Letting go of past trauma and emotions held within can be life changing not only for horses but for us to.
Some times I feel people are disappointed that the horses life story have not been told. But by the horse releasing all the pent up emotions within they are having a chance to find themselves. To perhaps answer "who am I" and to step into their light and be complete in the now.
We can not change the past but we can guide the future. The future of calmness, happiness and being so complete in who you and they are.xxx