Stepping into the future

Trust and love how hard it can be to accept. For some they have never experienced it before. For others they have known it only for it to be ripped from them. ...

Lulu is a horse I have recently met who is finding the love of her person difficult to accept and trust. Lulu is a big warmblood her first words tome were that "they tell me I am fat". I passed this information on and her Mum confirmed that someone had made this comment!

As I scanned her over her energy was very blocked on the left side and on the right. As I ran my hand along her spine I felt her beautiful coat but I felt like the skin was burnt and rain scold was given to me. She showed me pictures of her out in a field with the rain scald all over her back and pelvis. Her skin I was told is very sensitive and they should watch for "burn". I passed this information on and I also felt like her spine was sticking up and she had no muscle or top line. What I was feeling and seeing was not the horse before me so I knew we were going back in her history.

As I started healing her mood changed and her energy became one of confusion and turmoil, this has caused fear and the need to get away. "Everyone asked to much of me" she is trapped in her mind by her own demons. She is finding it hard to let go off the past and accept her new life. Lulu is kept on a small yard and this is what she needs as she can not cope with a lot of people. If someone is angry she will feel the need to get away, where she is kept there are few people and this gives her more security. Love is such a hard word, to give and receive and to accept, as I was healing her left side she showed me that she had been whipped by an angry person. They would not let go off her all she wanted to do was to get away but all she could do was go deep inside herself.

The rules have now changed, she is with a lovely lady who wants to make her life better but it is causing confusion. After being abused over a long period of her life she is confused, life is so much better but to trust that it will stay like this is hard. She then showed me a picture of her being ridden with her head pulled in, a huge strong bit and no freedom to move. What they were asking she could not do she needed to find and feel her stride. She is confused at the moment because nothing is being asked of her, she is being showered with love which she has not always accepted resulting in Gill being hurt.

I then felt down her hamstrings which were tight and uncomfortable and I finished off asking for the massage glove to be used here. Gill looked up and said how did you know I had a massage glove!!

Lulu accepted a strong healing and her energy within has been rebalanced, it is a work in progress. Life is so much better now Gill found Lulu at a dealers and she had been very thin and just as I had described. I am pleased to say that she is now the picture of health and slowly she is learning to trust.